Whenever I go through a rough time, I begin to smoke more.
What’s even more stupid is, that if I quit smoking, and go through a rough time, I start smoking again.
I can’t explain why I feel the urge to smoke when I feel like this, but it annoys me. Because I didn’t need it before, so why do I need it now? The past week I’ve started and quit smoking three times already.
So what can bring me to stop smoking now? I really have no clue. I think I need a reason, a motivation, but I don’t really got one at the moment (odd how it works, because there are thousands of good reasons to quit, and not nearly as many to actually start). So guess one of the hardest notes on my Wall of Resolutions (at least at the moment) is to figure out a reason and motivation for quitting.
So if you have any ideas, feel free to give me some inspiration, guidance, help – that would be greatly appreciated!
